Never ever will I have Midnight Breakfast again.

I wish the food I ate looked anything like this ugh…

Tuesday is here and I am so ready for all these finals. In all reality I’m sort of tired but I am WAY TOO TIRED since I couldn’t get any sleep last night. I feel asleep at 5am because my room was like 90 degrees for some reason. I had to do the double fan on high and the window wide open routine, the only issue with that is when I woke up it felt like I was in a meat locker. I am also tired from eating all this shitty breakfast food at this midnight breakfast thing at VCU, The music was shitty and the food was garbage. The bacon is paper thin and when I stabbed it with my fork it exploded. I also saw some of the those worst dancing ever to some of the shittest songs ever. I might have food poisoning and it might be so much food poisoning that I might start tripping balls haha. I’m trying to not fall asleep while typing this up and I have no idea how much longer I can last. Once it becomes Tuesday night that is when I start partying again because the amount of stress all of this French bullshit has been killing me like I have so much work to do *sigh*. There are also other things I still need to get over and I guess at this point all I can do is wait for finals to be over and never look back at what has destroyed me as a person. OMG my gut is killing me all this school food is making me sick BLEH

I nuzlocke a lot today and I am at the Elite 4 with my full team ready to go and ready to win. Matt 2.0 is a Metagross and has the move set of a king, meteor mash is op. I’m not sure when I will complete this but I will do it, trust me. 

so illllll….ugh.

 

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STRESS

What.

Title says it all, I do not feel ready for the first part of my French exam tomorrow morning. I studied a good amount today and honestly I have no idea what exactly I am going to be tested on so I am freaking out a bit. After my exam I have to go to the lab and read a page in French and I am a terrible speaker so this is totally going to go well. I have to study for part two of my French exam after and study for my History and Story exams as well. I also have to write a story in French as well for my Tuesday exam AND on Tuesday I have 50 French assignments due at midnight like holy shit my French teacher is trying to kill me with all of this homework. I really want to go home and just take a step back and relax, I really need it. I am just so tired of all this school work and all this girl bullshit in my head, a trip home will hopefully fix these issues. Well I am going to go back to studying my French work, don’t let finals get to you like they are getting to me. O yea I caught a Metang today who is named Matt 2.0 since Matt is a Metagross because he only knows how to cause pain. 

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Typical weekend before finals for me, pretty much all I did today was study and watch anime. I just want to Tuesday to come so I can be over all this studying for a little bit until my next two finals which is like a week later. 
I finished re watching Code Geass today and holy shit is that anime really good like TOO good! If you have any interests in anime you have to go watch it, it is like watching a really intense chess match but it isn’t boring. The whole last episode I had chills and I almost cried you really do get attached to the characters. 
I played a good amount of my White 2 nuzlocke today and I beat the 8th gym pretty easily. Marc, Joanna and Helena did some work and took the trash out. I almost finished all the team plasma bullshit and what not so once I finish that I will enter the final stretch of this epic nuzlocke journey. If I lose in the Elite 4 I am going to be PISSED I have over 30 hours on this shit, I would be crushed if I lost.
I recorded another episode of my podcast today and it should go up on Monday so look forward to that. We talked about Nintendo not being at E3, 720 rumors and some PS4 stuff. Also random Capcom hate at the end from Ryan haha. 
I will be spending the rest of my night studying and watching Shameless, I might even finish season 3 tonight! 

Life works in mysterious ways

Isn’t this animals so majestic? Also it gets me so hungry just looking at it…

Yesterday I was in a crappy depressed mood over things that are not worth being sad over anymore but today I pulled an 180 on that shit and I am TOO happy. The first time in a long time I actually explored parts of Richmond I have never been to before. I went to Maymont park with my friend and we have a great time. I never knew the place had a petting zoo and a regular zoo filled with a bunch of North American animals. The fact that I saw 4 bison today 4 BISON LIKE I LOVE BISON SO MUCH it taste GREAT! The Japanese garden and the Roman garden place thing I really don’t remember the actual name is absolutely beautiful. Then her and I got dinner at the hill cafe which I have never been to before and I have to say that place has some delicious food. I LOVE the crab meat sandwich I got and the special sauce they put on it was heavenly. The little bit of pasta I got with it was next level, even better than what a mom would make. After hanging out with my friend I chilled with Marc and then we went to our friend’s place for a little bonfire thing and it was pretty chill. The most important thing is that right now I am eating Cook Out right now and Cook Out has the best fast food deal ever. You can get like 3 things and a shake for about 7 dollars. It is the ultimate drunk food, also I got a Cheerwine float since everyone in my ad class was talking about it and holy shit is this next level, Cheerwine needs to be everywhere so people can experience the glory. I am BEYOND tired since it is 3 am and I am a bit toasty but I do have to say again that today has been awesome and everything in life happens for a reason. 

Just a lot going on

Where do I begin? The amount of things I have to learn this weekend for three of my finals on Tuesday is stupid. I’m going to be studying for hours on hours and days on days o boy I love finals. I already feel the stress griping at me waiting to absorb my being. To add on to that I have been feeling quite shitty today. A bit sad, depressed the usual for me every once and while and that mixed with stress is never good. I just feel a bit broken like I always had this impression that time heals all wounds. I want to believe it but in reality that doesn’t happen because wounds scar. Scars are the life time reminder of your wound whether mentally or physically wounded. Maybe I will feel better in the morning and this feeling sort of came out of no where today but I do know what was the catalyst to this feeling. I just wish I had someone I could talk to like a good listener who wouldn’t be sick of me talking about it. I guess I do lack a real emotional outlet but what can you do life isn’t fair and it probably won’t ever be at least for me. I can’t believe I feel all these shitty feelings like jealously, sorrow and hatred like what is wrong with me haha I guess sleep is the only thing that will make me feel better. 

In the world of my Pokemon White 2 nuzlocke it started off as a sad day. Matt the Gigalith died in a triple battle today. His sturdy got broken and then a Vibrava hit him with a super effective critical hit earth power. I REALLY miss Matt since Gigalith is one of my favorite Pokemon of 5th gen. I really wish I could of beaten the game with good old Matt like he was SO ready to use explosion in the Elite 4. I caught and evolved a lot of things today. Sara is officially a Chandulure and Helena became a Drapion and both of them RUN TRAIN. Sara only knows how to kill and she is quite fast which is nice. I caught a MALE COMBEE TODAY which is THE WORST Pokemon to ever exist since it can’t even evolve because it is a male, so I had to name it after Bryan because Bryan is a male Combee. I caught a Jellicent and named it Kwasi, caught a Wailmer and named it Kathy and I caught a Diftblom and named it Alexis. I might of caught more things O YEA I CAUGHT A Dusion who is named after Conner! I am so pump for it to become a Reniclus. Since Matt died I replaced Matt with Isaac the Excadrill who has a perfect move set and will hopefully win this nuzlocke for me. I finished playing after I beat the 7th gym which wasn’t hard at all since Excadrill sponges all dragon hits like it is his job. I took Donnie off the team and replaced him with Conner because Donnie just can’t survive the Elite 4 and I have this huge fighting weakness on my team so this switch up fixes that. 

I finished watching season 2 of Shameless. This show is the most surprising thing I have ever seen on TV like no one ever talks about it but yet this show is perfect and deserves more attention from the world. This show can break me down to tears, it has already done it 4 times which is pretty damn crazy since at the max a show can make me cry like twice. The shit that happens is too crazy and the characters are so well written, like no one is really black or white it is all different shades of grey. I also love the connection I have with the different characters like with Karen I actually hate her so much, if I ever the actress who plays her in public I would call her a worthless bitch. Please do yourself a favor and watch Shameless it is the most under appreciated show on TV! 

R.I.P. Pasco

I am counting down the days till I leave. It is not that I dislike Richmond but it is more like I dislike doing a bunch of dumb school work. I have 3 finals on Tuesday and I know by this weekend I am going to be super stressed out so it is only a matter of time that I break down and just give up on studying haha. Thank god for video games though, the ultimate stress reliever. I played a bunch of  Injustice again and I have to say I suck at fighters and I suck even more at using the 360 controller. I hate the dpad on it and how all the button are too big for me. Having short fingers is the worse thing ever thankfully the PS3 controller is a perfect fit for me and I hope it doesn’t change too much with the PS4 controller. On the subject of Xbox today they announced that their future of gaming conference will be May 21st. I have to say that is SOO LATE to the party like that mind share is all PS4. It is also so close to E3 that I don’t think it really matters that they have this conference and might as well do it at E3. I also heard today that Nintendo is not going to have a huge E3 conference this year. This shows to me that the mighty has fallen. Honestly how can you NOT have a E3 conference especially if you are Nintendo. I don’t think they will make it past next gen in all reality at least in the home console market. 
Today has been a very sad day in Pokemon. At 12:15 today Pasco faced a Lvl 33 Golbat. Pasco is 10 levels higher and he used return, it did not kill the Golbat. Golbat then went for the air slash and ONE SHOT KILLED PASCO! I almost cried even though Pasco in all reality sucks but that bond I had with him. I trained him up since he was a lvl 4 Sewaddle! T.T From this moment on this nuzlocke is in the memory of Pasco, the king of Leavannys. I replaced him with Helena a skorupi I caught today. Helena is pretty awesome and even better she evolved into a Draipon as well!! Drapion was one of the coolest Pokemon in 4th gen and I have never used one before so I hope things go great with her. Sara also evolved today, well actually twice and she is now a Chandlure WHO HITS LIKE A TRUCK! I love this Pokemon so much, it only knows how to kill. I also caught an Excadrill who I named Isaac because this kid loves his mole Pokemon so it only makes sense. I want to use him and replace Donnie because he is only ok but Isaac is god tier. BUT I can not replaced Donnie because him and I have this bond through icicle crashing which is our favorite past time. I managed to capture a Jellicent today and I named it Kwasi for no good reason, I don’t have a friend who has a stupidly big mustache so this was going to be off no matter what. I might be making changes to the team soon since I am only two gyms away from the Elite 4 but as for now I like my current team! 

Final stretch

One more week and then I am done with all this tiring school work. I honestly can not wait to be back home. I just keep getting more and more work this week like really *sigh*. I can’t for those lazy days in the summer were all I do is sleep. 
Update on my Cheerwine ad. I have to say that my project was so fucking good like I am SO proud of myself I almost cried. I couldn’t stop smiling and shit, the best part is I honestly thought the rest of the class would have better ads than me but I was wrong. Beyond surprised that this happened, I guess hard work really does pay off. 
I had a Pokemon sesh today and Donnie became a Beartic. He learned Icicle crash which is such a hard hitting move. I also caught Sara the Litwick because they are both gingers so it could only be her. Marc, Joanna and Donnie wrecked the 6th gym. I’m not going to lie it was pretty damn tough but Joanna hits like a truck because of moxie. Marc was great on destroying that Skarmory and I had Donnie just icicle crash the shit out of the Swanna. That Swanna almost killed Donnie but HIS WILL COULD NOT BE BROKEN!!! That CRITICAL HIT ICICLE CRASH, he calculated the shit out of that. I NEED to teach him giga impact, it would be the best way to win a match besides Matt blowing up. 
I just want it to be Thursday afternoon so I can get some awesome free time….