Its all about perspective and my dead fish is Calvin Harris.

This is the lesson I learned today, it is all about perspective. I thought I was having a really shitty day today well in all reality I did have a terrible start to my day but their is a certain situation that was hurting me and I pulled a 180 on it. 
This morning at 8 am, the fire nation attacked. No they didn’t but they might as well since the FIRE ALARM WENT OFF FOR THE WHOLE BUILDING. I thought I was dreaming but in reality I was not and I got super pissed. I threw on some clothes and just left, no shower or anything and my FRO IS HUGE. We had to wait outside for 30 minutes and everyone is in their night clothes. We finally get back into the building and I have a good hour of sleep I can get before I got to wake up. I couldn’t go to sleep though which made me even more pissed but I figured I go back to sleep after my French class, I get into the shower to get ready for class at like 10ish and THE GOD DAMN FIRE ALARM GOES OFF AGAIN! I’m done with VCU housing FOREVER. The amount of rage. Pretty much I didn’t take a shower today and I felt grimy BUT on the bright side my hair looked pretty damn good so I plan on washing it less. 

The thing that ruined my day is well I going to be very vague about it because even on this blog I know I can’t say everything I want to say without people finding out. Pretty much their is this situation where I was rushing into things to soon into my head and it could of only led me to disappointment. I did change my perspective on it to like well I have more time to enjoy this whole thing and I’ll have more fun with it whether things work out or not. My emotions and feelings didn’t change but my view did and from being a bit depressed I’m pretty joyful now. I’m not going to lie CHIPOTLE AKA “THE FEST OF GODS” got me feeling good vibes. 
It’s all about perspective. If you think your life sucks, think about it in a different way and maybe things will get better. It worked for me so maybe it will work for you!

Also my dead fish named Calvin who died in Middle School is ACTUALLY Calvin Harris. Just accept this because I don’t want to go over the long process of connecting the two but pretty much my fish killed himself in order for me to love music and he knew my favorite music has always been electronic. He died in order to save my life from a lack of music and he then FUSED  HIS SPIRIT ENERGY WITH CALVIN HARRIS and made him into a MUSICAL GENIUS. He then MADE MUSIC THAT I LOVE BECAUSE MY DEAD FISH TAUGHT HIM HOW TO.

Everything makes sense. 


LiveWire is sweet nectar.

I played a crap ton of Ni No Kuni today and I do have to say this, the game has amazing build up for the last boss battle which isn’t the last boss battle but at the point in the story you believe it is. The build up of Oliver is crazy. He learns the truth about his mom and what things happened in the past and I thought he would break down since he is 10 years old. He does not, he takes on the boss instead ALSO I have to say I love boss battles that have three forms like the hype keeps building and building. When I saw the last form my mouth was wide open, I could not believe the scale of the boss. I have to say this had the same amount of epic as the persona 4 golden boss fight at the end. I’m still playing the game and should be done within 20 hours so I’m pretty damn close to done. 

I also realized how noticeable I am today. People can spot anywhere because of my hair, if you don’t know what it looks like its a pretty big mess of an afro. I love it so much but its a bitch to take care of so I might get it cut but I’m not so sure anymore. I was recognized by my hair twice today from my friends which isn’t crazy but something that I found out to be pretty crazy is that my Story teacher saw my on channel 6 news this morning. Apparently there were news cameras near the commons and I happen to walk near one where she was able to recognize me by my hair. It made me feel so special haha since usually I don’t feel that good about myself, like I’m just a regular person. Which I am still but the fact that my fro is a beacon of light makes me smile. 

Do not eat Combos with Mountain Dew LiveWire YOU WILL FEEL LIKE SHIT. It felt like a chemistry experiment was going down in my stomach. I paid for it later…
LiveWire is also the best Mountain Dew by FAR! IT TASTE LIKE SKITTLES! 
It is pure sugar and happiness in an orange substance. I love it. It might be my crack. 

O yea this week is pretty much over for me, I’m sort of hyped for spring break but really I just want home cooked meals. 

Random fears of mine.

I hate heights
Open water
The dark
Things in the dark
Scary dogs
Panic attacks
I also can not do horror movies or scary video games. Slender man destroyed me. 
Girls are a different type of scary lol 
Not getting a PS4 because that would be the worst day ever
eating gross food like ham or mushrooms
If I was boring or not funny my life would be over
If I was lame
If Dunsparce suddenly became the lamest pokemon of them all. 

I died today,

A new week has came and well it hasn’t been awesome at all unlike last week which is the best week to ever exist. The reason why this week sucks is well I had a panic attack. I didn’t realize they were  a thing like I totally thought they could happen but not to me, I’ll never be that confident again. I came back from my friend’s place and I just start freaking out for no reason and I got really paranoid and started to shake and my head started to hurt, I thought I was having a heart attack at one point like I couldn’t help it even drinking water and eating weren’t doing much. The scary part was when my body just died and I was trap inside of it and I couldn’t escape. My body became a prison and I saw my life flash before my eyes through a tunnel, I almost cried but I snapped out of it. I’m still in shock from the whole situation and I might not be fine for a couple of days. A living being should not know what death feels like, its so messed up. I hope the rest of this week things get better because right now they sort of suck since I’m still in shock. The only plus is that I’ve been hanging out with my friend a lot and she is really weird in all the good ways, she is great company! 
This would happen to me after my crazy perfect week, like me dying is polar opposite of my week haha. 

Well I missed a day…

The position I was in last night. Impossible to write a blog post like that. 

Well this sucks…I broke my posting streak. I’m pretty pissed because I had this going on for like 50 days and now its ruined. I would of done one last night but I did not have the ability to type at that point and then I just forgot entirely. My plans for today include studying and a lot more studying for my French exam….Sunday is just the best day isn’t it? 


My PlayStation Conference thoughts.

The Best, And Worst, Of Sony's Big PlayStation 4 Reveal I love this intro.

“We don’t build a box but instead the most amazing way to play.”

I didn’t think PlayStation could blow my mind this hard.

Honestly Sony won it all like they wrecked the competition.

The PS4 conference has changed everything, I have to say that is the best video game conference in history. I didn’t they had it in them. I’m not going to lie I thought they wouldn’t do a good job, ok at best but I was proven wrong, and I am proud of it. There focus on making everything simple and making all the gaming things you do part of everyday life blew my mind. The controller looks pretty sleek to me and the share button it we let me able to share every single moment in the past 15 minutes and in real time also made me roll on the ground. The ability to play every single PlayStation title in history on your PS4 is the ultimate console to me like the fact that you have to play an old game on another console sucks but this fixes that. Then they will give the Vita that power and the ability to play PS4 games, that makes the Vita a true console on the go. I also love how they are making gaming even more social and easier to connect with friends with all your gaming moments. Sony really marketed the PS4 of the console of your life like how much more fun and easier would life be with a PS4, it honestly makes so many of my gaming dreams true. The PS4 will also have cross game chat, come with bulit in speaker in the controller which has audio jack in it, the PS4 will ship with a head set and a new and improved PS Eye.
The Sony did something that I didn’t think we would see, a fuck ton of next gen video games. I threw a table in the hype. Let me say that this conference is 100% made for me like the second game they showed, fucking Killzone Shadow Fall. How they set up the trailer by talking about how the Helgan and the ISA live right next to each other and the city is divided by a wall like Eastern Germany style. The game looks beautiful and the art director in the game really adds a new freshness to the franchise. Then another AMAZING setup to a trailer had to be the Infamous: Second Son trailer. WHEN THE GUY SAID SUCKER PUNCH I FLIPPED A SHIT! I was like NEW INFAMOUS OMG YES!!!! I did not see that at all considering how the Infamous 2 ends, so much unexpected hype. O yea I forgot about the Drive Club trailer, that game to me is the perfect mix for racing. Lets combine the looks of Gran Turismo and the feel of a more arcade racer. I really like the social aspects they are talking about with creating clubs and try to be the best car club around and the different ways you earn club points are so awesome. I just realized the puzzle game they showed with the hyper detail and the concept everything around you is there for a reason game called Witness is created by the creator of BRAID!!!!! It is exclusive to PS4 like people need to realize how huge this is!!! Everyone fucking loved Braid even I did and I don’t like puzzle games that much #gethyped. Media Molecule came out and showed this crazy motion game like just picture making anything in your mind and then creating it with your PS4. You can make structures and shows and concerts etc, anything you can think of it and it loos so realistic. The Heavy Rain developers Quantic Dream showed off their new piece of PS4 tech and  they show case this old man head and the it looked like and actual person. Every single motion and freckle is visible, technology is crazy as shit.

After that 3rd party developers came down and showed off there projects. Capcom has a new game engine and the proto type game they showed with it looks so realistic. Ubisoft showed off Watch Dogs on PS4. First time I saw the game during E3 didn’t game me hyped at all for it but this second trailer changed everything. It looked so bad ass and in original, I wish I thought of it because its such a great game concept. Square Enix came by and showed their new engine which I saw this video before a while ago but more importantly at the end of the trailer the CEO of Square Enix came out and said we are going to announce an announcement for PS4 about Final Fantasy at E3. THIS WAS UNEXPECTED because we all know that he is really talking about Final Fantasy 7 remake. Everyone has been wanting it forever now so it makes sense to maybe launch your console with a game everyone has wanted since the PS2 era. If it is Final Fantasy Versus 13 I’ll be still happy but not going stupidly crazy. Then out of no where Blizzard comes out and says hey guys we made Daiblo 3 for PS3 and PS4 and saying how smooth it runs and controls. Like out of fucking no where, honestly Blizzard and Sony having a partnership is a huge deal for the future of PlayStation. Bungie’s new game Destiny got shown as well and I am every pumped for this game and the experiences it will bring me. This is funny because all the Mircosoft fan boys are like all pissed that Bungie is making a game on PS4, now everyone can enjoy their once former greatest thing ever. A little slap in the face, Destiny will have exclusive content for PS4 like DAMN Sony is giving out every single hit and punch possible. They end the show with the release window of Holiday 2013 which sounds pretty awesome to me.
I know I missed some other stuff and I am hype or all of that but damn it feels like I’ve been typing forever haha. I also love the PS4 logo it is so sleek.

I do have to say as a die hard PlayStation fan I didn’t think they could pull this off, I didn’t think anyone else 100% believed they could do this, including the competetion Microsoft and Nintendo. They went above and beyond and set the world on fire. PS4 is the future now.

To all the hater out there just because they didn’t get to see the console, honestly it doesn’t even matter. They released all the specs to the system and the controller, camera, and the talked about the games and the network in depth. Why do you need to see a box filled with the ability to do all of these things. You will see it at E3 so don’t worry but really it is just a box, its the possibility that matter.

PS4 the console to rule them all.

wait if Vita can play all PlayStation games ever and even PS4 games at one point, then THAT MEANS VITA HAS MORE GAMES OMFG VITA HAS GAMES!!!!!

I can not wait for this PS4 announcement.

Source: The PS4 Will Be Out This November, And You'll Be Able To Control It With Your Phone

Today at 6pm eastern time Sony is having a press conference in NYC about a lot of rumors and a lot of marketing and hype from Sony has everyone pretty sure that the PS4 will be announced there. I am 100% sure it will be because it makes no sense for all this hype to exist then. Since PS4 will be shown today I wanted to talk about what I think will happen. 

I do want to say before they show off the PS4 Sony will announce a price cut for the Vita and make it $200 in the US, maybe a Europe announcement but I don’t care haha. They will show the PS4 behind glass and they will also have the controller next to it behind glass. Sony will talk about the improvements to the controller and talk about what it can do especially the motion controls, the share button and the touch pad on it. Sony will show a tech demo for the PS4 and maybe it will be a tech demo for Killzone 4 or something from Square Enix (FF7 remake?). They will bring up the brand new revamped PSN and introduce Gaikai and how that will work with the PS4. Gaikai is a streaming service so I believe it will stream PS3 games to your PS4 since PS4 will not have the ability to read PS3 disc. They will introduce PlayStation World which will be PlayStation Plus 2.0 and talk about all the brand new features it will have with PS4 and it will most likely give you the ability to stream any PS3 to ever exist to your PS4 if you buy the service.  I still say that online gaming will be free to play still since that would be crazy to follow in Live’s footsteps since its such a huge staple for PlayStation to have free online. The PS4 will come with an eye toy which will work with the PS4’s built in Move controller. They will say the PS4 comes out in November and I also say that will not say a price and hopefully they will only have one model of the console since I hate multiple SKUs. I also predict something crazy will happen that I have no said yet and I can confirm this already that this will forever change my life and I will cry tears of joy. 

My body is ready.